yang lebih menakutkan dari pukul tiga pagi ditulis berdasarkan apa yang saya sadari akhir-akhir ini (rasanya memang semua tulisan saya seperti itu, sih). tapi bagi saya ini merupakan salah satu penyadaran yang membuat saya takjub. jadi, begini ceritanya.
[trigger warning: this post implicitly talks about suicidal ideation and/or (general indication or symptoms of) depression. please refrain from reading the post if it's going to make you uncomfortable. please do take care of yourself, thank you!]
kalau diberikan pilihan lari ke hutan atau belok ke pantai, saya pilih hutan dalam sekejap. batas warna langit dan laut terlalu kabur dibandingkan kontras langit biru di atas hijau pepohonan. matahari juga bisa belajar bersinar dengan rendah hati di antara dahan-dahan pohon; ia mau menghormati tingginya gunung tempat akar-akar hutan beristirahat.
last july i went to lombok; a short escape with complete members of my family. we were there when the first earthquake occured. thank god we were all fine. sadly, the island went through worse days later.
i'm keeping my memory of lombok as a beautiful, peaceful, tiny gem of an island.
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from the sky
to the sea
to the forest
and its river
from when the sun stands
till it rests
may lombok heal in peace.
cheers,
ζ
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all photos were taken with Lenovo S850
all photos were edited with VSCO
28/07/2018
1. sky of desa sasak ende
2. sky of kuta mandalika beach
29/07/2018
3. part of pura batu bolong, senggigi
4. beach waves in pura batu bolong, senggigi
5. forest in the foott of mount rinjani
6. the side view of benang stokel waterfall
7&8. the river and its side near benang stokel waterfall
9. sun sets on senggigi beach
kamis 2 agustus kemarin ada wisuda. bagi saya wisuda selalu membawa dua: perayaan dan pelepasan. banyak pula, selain wisuda, hal-hal yang saya hadapi di minggu-minggu kemarin yang memaksa saya merasakan lagi riuhnya pertemuan dan getirnya perpisahan.
